Concider The Following

I've been think quite a lot lately. About what I really want, and here's what I've come up with.

• After Highschool I will be taking some time off:

         All my life I have worked my butt off for good grades and all that jazz. I know I could get a scholarship and go somewhere, except I'm not ready to "grow up" and start the life of College, job, family, retire, die. I just do not see that as working for me.

• I can apply for AFS and go to Finland, or Sweden (as my top choices) and live with a family for a year, going to another year of highschool and them come home, see who I am as person and evaluate my life. 

All my life I have wanted to travel and see the world, I haven't had many opportunities, except one recently but it is only 15 days and costs about 1/4 of the year I could do, Also with the year I will have the chance to make long-lasting relationships and learn a new language. Both I have seen happen with many AFS'ers that come to my school.

• Another thing I have been considering, is Buying an old RV and taking the adventure of a lifetime..The lone wolf traveling North to find her self, nothing but the stars to guide her. This does sound like a truely lovely experience.

However the AFS programs have an age limit on them, I also will probably never have the chance to live in finland for a year. With the RV trip I can come back from Finland and save my pennies, maybe go to school and around the time I'm 25 set out on my adventure.

As You can see I have many decisions, and a serious case of wanderlust.

Sorry about the lack of pictures...it's 4am...my thinking tim. Allons-y

Those who wander are not always lost

Welllll..
I'm Back.. I really didn't mean to leave. I really feel like this helps me get the things I want to say out, even if they don't make sense. These past few months I have written some posts, but never posted them, but it just helped to get it all down.
So School is coming up unfortunately, I have zero 'fun' classes this year and a ton of homework I haven't done. But That stuff is not a pleasent topic.

I've really started to focus on my cake decorating and baking. It's what I want to do with my life, it however is not what anyone else wants me to do with my life.

Getting older is also starting to seem more present, I have big decisions to make now. Go to Europe, travel around the US like Delightfully Tacky, (I envy her Brave trip oh, so much) Graduate early, where to go to school. Just so many things I'm getting overwhelmed. But part of life is the hard stuff, eh?
I really want to focus on this blog and posting pictures and life stuff. I love the community of bloggers and how they meet here and becomes real life friends. I really want something like that, it seems very meaningful. As I say that I am also trying to get off the Social Networking side of it and have fun 'IRL' make plans, AND THEN DO THEM. Become independent, stop being connected to the internet and become connected to the world. So Many contradictions. So I hope I haven't confused you too much. I will see you soon. Allons-y

Summer lovin' never lasts

Why does summer seem like the perfect time for goals?

On the first day of warm days I find my self pondering what I must get done.
Not today though.
This summer.
The holiest of holy times for us.
All play and no work.

Spring break is officially over tomorrow and today marks the first 80 degree day in a LONG time.

I thought I might share some  goals that I have made, I might go back and add more but who knows.

Get a driver license
Be me, all the time
Wear something daring
boyfriend..?
post here s'more
Help people
be kinder

You may be wondering, "why can she do those things tomorrow?"
I'd have to say, "becasue it's not SUMMER yet"
But not this time! Who needs to wait. That's just an excuse.

Oh...I forgot, Well...I always ment to...I'm too busy.


I'm calling you out.



Summer's not the time to be a better person.
Now is.

Allons-y [:

Much ado about Nothing

Well it's been over a month since I've been to these parts. I've missed writing, although I haven't much to say. I started a cake decorating class and I'm trying to get into a culinary school program at school. I'm going to try and keep ya posted.  These pictures are my first trys at cupcakes. Decorating is very relaxing. Oh and on a style note:
I've basically resorted to.. "Does that smell like I slept in it?"  I hope you all have bright days, and snowy nights. Allons-y

Not so scandalous blue

Holy smokes it's been forever. And tons have happened. I have just been far to sleep deprived to write about them. I'm very sorry, this blog has taken a turn for the worst. but TOMORROW I will try and write (for whoever may be reading). We've had snowdays Mon-Wed, Negative 20 degrees F causes 'em occasionally. Those meant late nights and sleeping in, so when school came back around I was dead + mounds oh HW.. Now that I'm done wining on more interesting news. I GOT MY FIRST PAIR OF DOC MARTENS Mhmm Thank you Ebay.

Only 50 bucks with shipping these new lovelies are mine :D
 Well thank you for reading my rambles I hope everyone is enjoying the wonderful winter months. Seeing as it's past midnight, G'night. :D

Peter Pan wears yellow shoes too.

I have a problem. It's buying Disney/ movie shirts from Delia's. I've got a ton. Enough with these annoyingly short sentences? Today much was learned with an hour and a half of Chemistry, also much homework was assigned. Only to leave my book somewhere in the school, it was a day-maker. Let me tell you.  Although I thought I looked adorable in my new skirt, and my old gnarly yellow vans. Pictures?

I really love how this shirt fits. Also I've been working taking pictures, I'm no photographer..It'll get better.

And today I realized how hard it is to photograph your clothes...But here's the ole skirt.

These beauts are my yellow vans, I love them dearly. My friends have taken it upon them to write comments on them. But today I was rockin' the Peter Pan look with tights and yellers.

On another note, I started this post right after school and here it is at 9:30 and I just woke up and ate dinner.. Schoooool..kickin' my butt already, eh? Well I hope that your Monday was better than mine! Allons-y.

I fell in love with shoes that don't fit

I promise that I will not be as post happy once school starts tomorrow. Advanced Chem. will hit me like a ton of bricks and the blog may die, I hope not. Anyways in my hunt for style I developed a strange love of boots, I keep stealing my mothers...but I was ebaying some Dr Martens and I found THE BEST PAIR OF SHOES EVER.

But they were to big...

Any of you out there looking for a lovely pair of yellow size 8 woman's DM, head on over to ebay.

Oh, So First pictures I'm going to post was of the ole Homecoming dress...

 These photos don't do it justice, but I love it. I found this at a lovely vintage shop in Downtown KC. It's called Boomerang and is so very reasonably priced. This sucker was 34 dollars.

Any suggestions on how to make this blog better would be SPECTACULAR, seeing as it's still lame and no one reads it. Much love. Night.

Alas I cannot sleep

As I lay awake wasting the last morsels of the oh so politically correct "Winter Break" I realized at times such as these I should blog. So Ideas for this here blog:

Post photos of clothes to see what others think?
Vent, I'm not a particularly angry person though..?
Do whatever I want?
Life?

I imagine a mixture of that will come into this. Also basic info. Lets swap.

Vegetarian
Short
Hipster
Awkward
Movies <3
Coffee > tea

So, if you're reading...maybe..then I'd love some facts about you lovely people.
Live long and perspire, oh deodorant jokes...

Does Barry Manilow know that you raid his wardrobe?

This is my new blog about...me? I'm not sure but if you find it the least bit interesting please stop by again! I'm a fifteen year old girl living in a very boring Missouri (we do NOT pronounce this Muh-Ser-Uh) town trying to find her self, style (which is questionable at best) and everything. Allons-y